5.16.2015
the company of good friends. a community to genuinely belong in. or even just that feeling of belongingness. or that feeling of certainty. or at least confidence. laughter. long conversations. sometimes solitude. gainful employment. comfort. creativity. beauty. change. purpose. courage. ras malai. mango sticky rice. (this is less than 100 words. maybe that is a good thing?)
5.13.2015
Sagittarius, I am always split. I want many things at the same time. Each day I can think of something new to crave. What I crave is to crave. I am addicted to longing and anticipation. I need that feeling of not being able to sleep or rest until I am fulfilled. But even fulfillment is something that interests me only mildly. It's hard to not want specific things but be addicted to wanting. But that is my nature. Adventure is the arrow I shoot, and appetite is my steed.
